joyce \ YEAH. aren't you proud of me? *smiles innocently*
honey \ i know you love me. (: hee.
school was HAHAHA. it was pretty alright la, after 12.30pm.
reached school, thought dolly wasn't here yet, so rushed to the toilet, HELLO, i had a stomachache la. apparently i wasn't the only one, yeah, i heard -noises-. xD went back to foyer, dolly just wasn't there. so presumed she wasn't coming lor. went up to the hardcourt. halfway through chem lesson, she appeared. of course, late for school, blah blah blah, i've been through that whole irritating process, duh, she was in a really foul mood. scary really. double chem was kinda good. balancing equations, i think it's pretty easy. hee. (: more maths homework. only one lesson today, cos we have a seminar that cuts her lesson later. ha. but that doesn't prevent her from giving us homework. more coordinate geometry, variations, and number pattern. the last one, please eat shit. rahh. it was dolly, zhi hui and me for recess today. ((: i remember eating a chocolate coated strawberry. cuteness alright. watched zhi hui rehearse for her recording. :D rushed up for SS. her song was still stuck in my head la. it's pretty nice really. imagine if it becomes famous. i'll be the friend of a famous star. xD anyway. vanessa was standing outside SS class. and i was like, what the hell, are we late? she said those late people had to stand outside class til everyone came. only to find out she was joking. -.- had the seminar after that. conflicts among countries. how SS like. 1.5 hrs just for that. beats having cme anyways. i was like high high already la. i found everything funny la. then GOH rehearsal, we only did it twice, and hello, wasted so much time okay. headed for SYF rehearsal. joined jocelyn. (: oh mans. thought it was pretty lame at first. but actually, it's kinda fun. more like really fun. ((: pretty much enjoyed myself la. whee. i wanna do it again. i dream, some stefanie sun song, come fly with me, malay medley, some rainbow song thing, reach for the sunrise. all is pretty cool, but i don't really like the i dream. malay medley and come fly with me is okay. the rest are cool cool man. I LOVE. I CANNOT WAIT FOR NEXT REHEARSAL LA. ((((:
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shah \ yeah. i guess we have grown closer in a way? lol. in a way la. cheyyy. like that called flooding mehs. heh.
i love Lights and Sounds by Yellowcard. i think it's awesome. (: like all other songs by Yellowcard. hee. Inside Out, it rocks like heaven please.
i felt chem was over too quickly. sitting behind is good. i still pay attention at least. and when i leave the lab, i can just walk out the back door. HAHAHA. chem's good. chem's manageable. chem's alright. (:
history has just gave us permanent groupings and seating arrangements. 6 in our group. vanna, clarice, sumay, dolly, pamela, me. weird combination. but we'll live with it. or at least i think i can.
SS. hurr. she wasn't in school. so we didn't need to present ppt after all. i'm not exactly relieved. i just wish teachers would scratch the projects. it's irritating. gotta make time to meet up and do. why not give us class time instead? bleah.
PC ended up a EFL sharing time. what the. english already had that. and now EFL? haiyer. at least i didn't get to share, cos i wouldn't know what i would want to say really. maybe that our class are a bunch of lightsleepers? i don't know la.
CCA after school. kinda slack, but somehow, the ___ increased even more. i'm freaking stuck in GOH. i don't like la. i wish everything can just simply end promptly NOW. my interest span can never last long, unless i really really love the activity. and in this case, it has disappeared as who knows when. ages ago la. why do you think i joined bowling in sec two. but ended up hating it. i mean, it's like, i couldn't continue cos i'll keep on missing friday trainings. so what's the point. if you turn back time, i'd choose badminton. or like i said before, a freaking sport.
redhill for dinner. yum. i had mee sua. i love i love. (:
homed. slept in the car. omg. i'm telling you, i've been really really tired this year.
completed my math. well sort of. my amath is done. but emath, i have one more question. but hello. i got the previous two wrong, so i gave up on the last one.
SYF rehearsal tmr. session 1. and i'm missing like half of it. for what. for a freaking full dress rehearsal for GOH. rahh. why the hell do you need GOH la. it's not like the guest of honour, GOH too, is THAT important okay. you only see GOH walking some important minister like on the news. you know, foreign delegates and presidents stuff. but guest of honour for a speech day event? WHAT THE HELL. okay. i'm just being a really huge prat right now. i don't know, i just lie the word prat okay. PROBLEM? i'm 100% anti already okay. give me ___, and i'll still be anti. i just wish it'll freaking end la.
either i'm overstressed, or i'm just pmsing. i'd go with the forward though. cos if it's pmsing, then i pms everyday. cos everyday. i'm bound to say that i hate something/someone. (:
22:02
it's nearly 5pm. and i'm online now. like hello. a little bit too early right. i'll miss my chances la. which could be a 50-50 chance. okay, whatever.
school was, don't make me say that same old words. i'll tell you when it's exciting. today was just sleepy. slept at 2am last night la. WHY. cos i was reading harry potter. it's a really good book la. just for light reading. you know you know. oh my god. i want to go to the library. JOYCE. lets go library during the june hols leh. bukit merah one. i miss home, where shr began unofficially. HRBC. i miss that name. sort of. i've got so many things i want to do during the holidays la. and for once, i've got things planned. if it doesn't get completed, no problem, it'll just overflow to the next holiday. :D
PE WAS AWESOME. i was totally HIGH UP IN THE SKY la. badminton rocks. (: it's such a simple easy fun tiring game. whoots. how i wish la. PE just became the subject i look forward to. badminton badminton badminton. serving and smashing and all those other skills. lalala. i lurrrve. (: chinese, stayed for what, half hour only. cos i had to do health check. hahaha. aye. what the hell. her instructions were not clear, and she can't make it clear, just because she's rushing. like what the hell. -.-
maths was. now my table is sorta official moved up to four people. i'm starting to feel the squashy-ness. cos now, it's laura, fathima, clasandra and me at the same table. hurr. double E homework today. completed one in school la. variations isn't that difficult. YET. :D
history was same same lor. more catergorising of factors. but it's for the good of us, helps us study easier.
lit was like. i was trying my utmost best to not fall asleep. of course, i probably dozed off a couple of seconds in the midst of lesson. and probably stoning 90% of the time. i was really really tired. but still had to live through second maths. and physics.
had tom yam cup noodles just now. yum. and my stomach was burrrning la. hehs. but it's nice, and i like it. saving money the rest of the days. whoots.
cca tmr. seems like a pretty light hearted one. i'll live through it. (: hms. can't wait for the end of the week, i don't know why. i just feel like sleeping.
AND NOW, BACK TO SUMMARISING FOR SS PRESENTATION. DAMNNN.
16:52
shah \ well those were the days, until everything else started happening and everything started to fall apart. but HEY. what i told you was true. that everything would be gone by now, it sort of is. i guess?
breakdown, i can't take this.
i swear, i almost had a mental breakdown a few times during tuition. it's not cos of maths, it's everything. this 3 months have been stressful, and i don't know why. i'm more stressed than ever la. imagine the next. i've got to learn how to cope well with stress. HOW.
once again, after a nap, my mind goes horribly blank, until a few hours later. i've been really tired this year la. it's not like i'm sleeping any later, in fact, i'm sleeping way earlier than last. don't you require less sleep as you grow older? ah, heck la, growing teen, needs energy and plenty of rest. :D
school was the usual. hm. i know how to balance chemical equations okay, of course the cheem ones i don't, but at least i know how to. (: this is the turning point. during chem lesson, i said i love chem. somebody please kill me. i swear i don't. it's just one of the more interesting sciences. okay. it's far more interesting than physics. DUH. okay, so maybe the equation part is fun. but i don't know.. chem isn't that difficult lehs. :D yeah, let's see if i get a distincition for it. then i'll comment again. cos chem is still cheem. xD oh, and zhihui gave me this burger thing. it smells nice, hahaha, saw wileen eating it, said she bought from candy empire. mans. i've yet to go there okay, ONE DAY, i have to go there. and buy lots and lots of candy. who knows, maybe tons of EYECANDYS are on sale. hehehe. haven't eaten it yet though, IT'S HUGE LA. maybe i'll eat it later. sweet tooth. in the middle of the night, leads to holes in your teeth. I KNOW. cavaties. lol. maths was okay. but once again, i felt like falling asleep halfway into the lesson of a double period. what do you expect. DOUBLE.
fishball kway teow noodles with dad after school. whoots. long awaited one. i'm going for prawn beehoon noodles next. hehehe. came home. did math tuition homework. slept for a few minutes and tuition teacher came. ): i was superbly tired la. as always. but i managed to pay attention. and i think i woke up towards the end of the lesson. lol. did homework and all those after that. and practised my cobwebbed guitar. i'm a little bit rusty. *stares innocently, and thinks deeply* and then says: "I DID NOT BOLD THAT WORD FOR ANY PARTICULAR REASON IF ANY PARTICULAR PERSON IS CURRENTLY READING THIS BLOG AND THINKS I DID SO BECAUSE OF A PARTICULAR MOTIVE, PLEASE PARTICULARY THINK AGAIN." ps, i didn't use that word deliberately, it just came out of my vocabulary list. (: dinner with mom after that. no big deal. i still wish she ordered a different veggie though. -.-
late dismissal tmr. ):
but at least i don't have anything on after that. YAY!
so i'm coming back home to sleep. :D after, i complete my homework. which there'll definitely be. one confirmation? MATHS. both of em.
don't go showing off indirectly, IT'S ANNOYING.
don't try to attract attention, IT'S ANNOYING.
two entirely different comments on two entirely different people. (:
22:20
joyce \ yeah. be proud of personal reflection. it just got a little slightly better la. i doubt it'll increase anyways. it's better that way, i suppose? i don't know. YO YO. EX-BUDDY. xD
shah \ yeah. that puzzle. hahaha. now, what was it about? it got something to do with ___, and then i don't know what. a life puzzle or something like that right? hurr. yeah. pick a day, and i'll slap you. BUT. it should happen before 'the day that i die'. :D
it's so freaking late already la. i shouldn't have switched on the computer. cos now, i'll be stuck here forever la. oh my god. i'm suddenly feeling hungry. hahaha. and i just realised that that was so random. -.- i've still got my math tuition homework la. and i have tuition tmr. sigh.
alright. i woke up far before my alarm rang. -.- watched tv. watched tv. and watched tv. dilly dally again la. so was late, supposed to meet at 12 at airport, but i reached at what, 12.30pm? heh. it's not my fault i love lazing around at home. hee. had macs la. i love fries okay. then rushed for service. got there just in time, the gates opened. whee. service was okay la. glad pastor melvyn was the one preaching. everything finally makes sense. willingness to listen. worship was kinda dead if you ask me. what would fc do without the hillsong, planetshakers big shot people. -.- yikes. horrendous. what the hell does horrendous mean. is it even a word? dots. had network meeting after that. then cell meeting. then went 7-11 with peishi. my new buddy. :D together with what's her name? emily ah. -.- whatever shit la. mushroom soup was the same horrible corn smelling one. so took mashed potato instead. it was so-so only la. taking something yummier next time. like a sandwich or something. just not the watery gooey stuff anymore. bleag. headed for clementi. parents picked me up from there and went whampoa. had fishhead steamboat. kinda yummy really. but i've had better. like curry fish head. YUM. (: came home, bathed, and champagne grapes rock. and jiarong lent me her smss yearbook. HEH HEH HEH. i saw TWY. (: but it looks retarded la. and CJL, i also don't know if that's the correct person, but she's the head of SC. aiya. i don't even know who is she la. can't find okay. don't know if it's the wrong one la. but i'll see how.
after all that shit constipation talk, i've finally gotten constipation, for real. -.- i'll keep my mouth shut about constipation from now on. i don't mind shitting, just not constipation. yikes.
school tmr. blah di blah. tuition. blah di blah. mum's cooking instant noodles for dinner. i know, -.- but her's is special instant noodles. :DD
22:42
DAMN LA. I FORGOT THAT FREAKING SONG NAME. I SEARCHED THE SONG. AND I FOUND THE TITLE. BUT IT'S IN MY PHONE THAT I SENT FOR SERVICING WHICH WHEN IT COMES BACK, ALL INFO WOULD BE LOST. I THOUGHT I COULD REMEMBER IT. AND NOW I CAN'T. AND I LIKE THAT SONG LA. AND I WANT TO GET THAT SONG. RAH. ANYONE CAN REMEMBER. IT WAS IN THE VIDEO THAT WAS PLAYED LAST SUNDAY DURING SERMON TIME. the cool cool one, not the bring me to life. PIECE OF SHIT LA. ):
23:15
shah \ HA. SO YOU MISS ME LA. xD yeah, maybe that contributed to half the reason why i never really did pay attention in class during exam seatings. but those were the times man. the time when i get updated every single lesson of every single gossip. lol.
jocelyn \ so much homework, so little time. i ain't loving this, you know? hahaha. ACCMI. -.-
mom woke me up to tell me not to oversleep. and i thought maybe i'll just go back to bed. but man, she really WOKE ME UP. -.- so went downstairs for breakfast. a sultana and a curry chicken pie. then dilly dally. watched mtv's top 50 women of the video era. :D and dilly dally-ed even more.
left the house at 12.15pm. and took 106 to british council. like what the shit la. it was so freaking crowded okay. i'm taking 105 next time. -.- anyhow. i reached tuition at 1pm. pretty much on time la. and then it's like, table arrangements were different. i'm wearing shoes the next time. i was playing with my slippers and i bet everyone could see. we were in a circle sort of seminar thing la. weird okay. tuition was boring la. dad picked me up after that.
came home. watched some tv. and then went up. i was tempted to read my harry potter book. and tempted to take a nap. but no. i practised self-discipline. :D i did my huge pile of homework. and now, i'm only left with four-fifth of my chinese compo. i'm super proud of myself. (: math tuition homework not counted. hahaha. but that's about 10 questions only la. i completed everything else. never felt free-er okay. lol.
out for dinner. fish head curry. :D yummy yummy. i had a whole lot of chilli tonight. trust me, i'll have stomach trouble tmr. and kang kong some more, funny reactions to that okay. lol. i love curry, i love kang kong, i love brinjal in curry. (: whoots. yummylicious la. supermarket after that. saw jiahui. i always see her and the sister one la. at the supermarket. lol. bought bin bin. the better version of want want. and oh my god, i came home and immediately opened the packet. and ate two. ((((: definitely having pasta one of the days this week. and hey, i don't mind. it's nice, homecooked, and healthy. (:
church tmr. joyce has sol. ): so i'm meeting peishi and kelly instead for lunch. we're going to the airport. and i'm going to find my super vending machine no matter what. and we're going to eat.. erm.. going to eat.. i don't know what la. see how lor. cellgroup after that. yikes. okay, i mean, no comment.
game time. (:
22:33
honey \ the <3 next to my name on your links there. hehehe.
joyce \ that's the nice side of me. (: i'll be there this weekend la, dad has something on tmr. but i want to leave early for cell la. it's boring. -.- anyways, do you want to go CHC, reuben morgan's coming to town in July. :D
i can't remember anything that happened in school when i wake up after my afternoon nap, which have been very frequent this week. lol. but suddenly everything's coming back to me la. :D
usual boring school day. assembly in the hall. i hate that la. it's just so hall-y. lol.
hms. i went for history, like what the shit. i just realised i completely did the whole thing wrong la. i ended up doing the assignment that was given today. wrongly intepretated question. that's harsh man, imagine during exams. yikes.
chinese. aiya. she was in school lor. so like that lor. have to redo compo. rahh.
PE. hehehe. did badminton. like rock on man. i love badminton already la. and i'm getting all that addiction back to things again. and suddenly a love for sports surged out of me. now, i really really want to do tennis. just cos my dad met a friend who was a tennis coach. hurr. i don't care la. i want to learn. canoeing too. i want a hot tan man. (; if i could just go back to sec one again, i'll rethink my cca again, REALLY CAREFULLY. ): just cos zhi hui brought it up, it got me thinking la. most probably a sports cca okay. sigh. anyways. PE was badminton. and it was kinda fun, playing with friends. EFL groupings. (: how coincidental. but EFL stays EFL. and memories remains. hees.
lit was pretty okay. i finally know how to answer a question. ms koh made it so extremely clear. about the thesis and all. but trust me, once i turn around, i'll forget every single thing. and the questions appears in front of my face for exam, and my mind is a blank. heh. not good okays.
recess. the aunty gave me so much freaking rice. -.- until i didn't need to eat lunch.
double physics. spent the whole lesson doing 'finding the resultant force using the triangle and parallelogram method'. what the hell. and there's homework, which i don't know how to do. it's like so cheem la. cheem-er than chemistry.
family time. no assembly ma. there seems to be lesser assemblies this year. well, at least we can go home ON TIME this way. hurr. if not we'll have to be stuck in the hall waiting for the speaker to finish. -.- mr tan gave a 'lecture', if you consider it one. and he switched around places. i'm still with dolly, just that now, we're two rows back. which equals to the last row. i don't want to sit behind, i'll jolly well fail chem. and i don't want that to happen. ): and it's so distracting la, there's a door there. and i'll look out whenever somebody walks past. and i'm already struggling la. how can like that. ): protested after school, but to no avail.
went with dad to repair phone. thought that nokia care centre was still at cineleisure, so headed there, ended up, they moved to wheelock. so paid $2 for carpark when we were in for less than 15 mins. annoying. then drove to wheelock. sent in phone for servicing. everything's gone. and i'm sad. ): and i was beginning to get used to the new phone. i'm using the N8310 now lor. and actually, i find it much easier to use than N6111. so i'm loving the time i'm spending with it. hahaha.
headed home while dad went for lunch. watched tv. read the papers. and fell asleep, once more, while watching tv. dad woke me up at 6+. went to school for PTC. met mr tan. i'm quiet (both good and bad), and i have the ability to do better, it's whether i'm willing to try or not. oh wells. picked mom up, and off for dinner at redhill. whee. my most beloved ban mian, after so many weeks. (: and then came home, and blah blah blah.
have quite a stack of homework for the weekend. chinese, chemistry, physics, amaths, emaths, history, literature. that's practically all the subjects i take la. wait. i also have 3 power point presentations to do. CME, SS and PBL. screw all three la. rahh.
british council tmr. darn it. ):
i dread dread dread. i don't want anymore okay.
22:07
honey \ heh. i can't remember.
charmaine \ interesting.. very interesting.
yesterday.
i can't remember. but i do know, that we got back our finalised results slips. and i got a C for both languages. told you it should be Clanguages instead. no link, fine, whatever.
CCA after that. how informal. completed my AMaths homework then. planned for promotion ceremony. *stares* erm. no comments. then bought some food and headed home.
watched tv. and slept. til 7.30pm. went for dinner, then did homework lor. slept at past midnight again okay. hee. i finished work at 10.30. but read harry potter. reading book 6. and it suddenly seems rocking to me. (:
today.
i swear you'll never see this line appear. 'school was the best day of my life today'. that'll happen the day i die, so don't stay up waiting.
hms. i can't remember what we did la. STM okay. but why do you care. i can't remember school, but i can remember when i came home.
i slept from 4 to 7pm. hee. bathed. dinner. and then watched Brother Bear on disney. before heading up and stoning in my room instead of doing homework. and then TADA, i'm here. lol.
tomorrow.
PTC. i don't care. i'm following my parents. i want to know what he says. hahaha. and i want to look at my report book. whee. no training. and i'm a happy happy girl. another early, go home at 2pm day for me. excellent. (: after school, go fix the stupid phone. battery giving me trouble, text messaging giving me trouble.
currently.
my history homework is sitting beside me and i'm so unwilling to tough it. cos it just looks wrong la, i don't know how to do (wrong) okay. dad called. and the stupid phone has something wrong. i think it's the downstairs one giving problem. like, i don't know, it keeps having these interference noises. irritating larr.
if you were the old you, perhaps things would have been different. but i don't think you'll ever change, i don't think you'll ever revert back to your old self. somehow, you remind me of a certain friend i used to have, that drifted away and completely changed. and the two of you had connections. how interesting, things would never be the same, no matter how hard you try. i try to bring myself to be nice or at least rational, but something prevents me from that, it's not the outer you, i don't care about your physical appearance, it's the inner you that's driving me away, far far away from you. i swear i will never forget the earlier times. (: but things changed, and so did you. and me, but that's not the point.
cheers:D
21:50
honey \ somebody popped by during maths class today. (:
school was whatever la. i always start the blogging this way. and it OH SO boring. -.-
PE was like horrible la. i stood at the back, not wanting to do high jumps. but she sort of made sure people did it at the end. and like. i had to do la. and i couldn't jump. she made me jump don't know how many million times la. twice, failed. another once failed. man. i did it the next time. she said, 'DON'T BOUNCE'. rahh. i don't know how to la okay. but i sort of got over the line. hehs. and then, i had to suffer through embarrassment of the whole class staring at me. >.< what the hell. chinese, heh heh heh, no teacher. (: then maths. HA. CHANGE OF MARKS. AMath came down, same grade though. and EMath went up. so no more 4B4s. out of the 7 so far. i've got 5Bs. 1A. 1C. oh man. 1A okay. a distinction. rocks like heaven la. whoots. okay. blah blah blah blah blah. AH. got back history paper. got back all the assignments la. aiya. open book what. so the scores were relatively high. but then came the CA paper. no wonder ms vino wanted the critique done. main paper, i barely passed. ): but it's alright. lit next. like what the shit man. i REALLY barely passed this one. but i got a B4 if you count lit as a subject alone. so it's pretty cool. i normally get Cs. hehehe. physics after school was maths homework time with shirley. (: completed AMath. nearly there for EMath. shouldn't have brought home the book la. i didn't know how to do the remaining two anyways. waste of energy.
house prac with weilin after school. lingered around the canteen. before joining the lame-o group, sitting in the stupid foyer, cheering. -.- trust me, i kept my mouth shut alrights. i swear i can't be bothered, really. but the BOOM DYNAMITE, was kinda nice to listen to kailyn and gang say it. TICK x8. hurr. funny funny. wei lin taught me that bang bang game. :D heh heh. it so fun la. hurr. needs absolute concentration. hehehe. played it with wei lin while the cheerers settled their stuff. fun fun fun. bought food after that and went home.
had sandwiches and soup and then an ice cream. and all home made. YUM. (: meals like that make dinner enjoyable.
i'm gonna work harder. i'm gonna go study with friends after CCA stops. and when is that? okay, anyway, come 2nd week of april, i'm going studying at the library. not the school one, that one sucks. some.. other one. (: i'm gonna study study study and make sure i get an A. i want A for all subjects except for english, chinese and physics. those are acceptions. i want Bs. :D cos C goes to B. Bs goes to As. some are just better staying at Bs. better work harder man. i feel so motivated to study this year. but once the time for studying comes. i won't be able to. studying the sciences are far much easier than humans. BORING. but i got higher grades for humans. and i spent more time on sciences. what shit la. i actually studied studied for sciences. but for humans. i just read the day before, fell asleep, then before the paper the next day, cram everything into my brain, or.. rely on memory. like my lit. -.- which i BARELY passed. hurr. but i swear, i'm gonna work harder. i've set targets. and i want more As. i remember.. the As at the end of the year. you know what. i think i'd rather a digi cam. :D a brandless digi cam also can la. hahaha. but a canon one would be nice, or sony. xD cheers. STUDY STUDY STUDY. april 28, english paper. 8 may, all the other papers start. HA. WRCD, 8 MAY. i shall pon school, unless there are papers. :D
22:42
i'm lazy to blog okay. cos mom's rushing me with the com la. -.-
mom talked to me last night. after she came home from a wedding dinner. like casual talk la. hahaha. midnight lehs. talked for half an hour. talked about everything man. (: okay, maybe not everything, but some things. and it's just fun la. mother to daughter talk. :D and i'm talking to my dad again. he's back to happy mode. whee!
back to school. it wasn't entirely dreading okay. lol. we've got to put up some show thing for SYF opening ceremony this year. and it has rehearsals. ha. i don't know what to expect la. no tight fitting outfits right? if not i'll knock the living daylights out of you.
now, i know 6 out of 8 of my overall marks. alright mans. i'm loving my grades. i've moved up from Cs to Bs. out of the 6 subjects, i got 5 Bs, 1 Cs. out of the 5Bs, i got 4 B4s. hahaha. coincidental? who knows. maybe the next few comes out Bs again. but nah. chinese sure C one la. somehow, i think language should start with C, for.. i don't know Clanguage? hahahaha. not funny. -.- but yeah, school pretty alright today. paid 40c for not doing my EMath TYS. :D not the only ones okay. people even paid a $1. five components what. hurr.
dinner with parents just now. dad said if i get 4 As at the end of the year, i can get a mp3 player. or in my mom's case, an iPod. alright alright! i want! (: cos mom says i've gotten too many new things already. it's called bribery man. but it'll work. A for.. OH MY GOD I DON'T KNOW. ):
22:07
happy yappy little girly. xD
tag replies..
sj \ it's not too short la. trust me, the other time, my hair wasn't short at all, and i got caught by (you know who). -.- so imagine this time. it's just super duper layered la. if not it's okay la. east coast so far la. fyi, i stay west coast. exactly west coast road. x)
jocelyn \ ya lor, but the two of them left early.
joyce \ JOYCE INTRODUCED ME TO TOTE BAGS, THAT MADE ME SPEND $26 ON ONE. BECAUSE OF HER OBSESSION OVER BUYING IT THAT DAY, IT MADE ME ITCHING FOR ONE TOO. ayee.. happy?? hahaha. skirts are nice to look at larr, can't deny that. but to wear it. once again, wait for my hair to grow longer. :D
yesterday. west coast park was alright. never climb the pyramid barefooted, it hurts. and you know what, it's scary. like freakishly scary. no security larr, scary larr. so only climbed up one segment, and came back down. i was wobbling la. heh. did some obstacle course thing. and then annabelle and andrea left. so dolly, zhihui and me sat around and talked. then off to macs for dinner. saucey! mayonaise, chilli, barbeque, curry, sweet chilli. hehs. that was the sauces i had on my tray. but seriously, i didn't finish it, except for mayonaise. hee. after that, went to this netting thing at the 'flying fox' there la. hahaha. supposed to take pic of three of us, but ended up taking pics of our feet. -.- sun was setting, i had to be home before dark. so everybody took 143 back home. zhihui from across the street. hurr. bathed, and watched tv. room raiders and gangs of new york. oh my god la. leonardo is like freaking HAWT okay. SEXAYE. x)
woke up at 11am. when alarm rang. but did i actually get out of bed? i didn't, until 11.45am. lol. i slept at 3am last night la. what do you expect. hurr. but had to drag myself out, to prevent being late for church. -.- and who knows, get locked out? lol. washed up, changed (this process took quite some time). had this plan with joyce to carry tote bag. but then. after the haircut, it looked all screwed up with me carrying one. wanted to wear a mango tee, but changed to polo tee and sling bag. lol. grabbed a packet of chrysanthemum tea and a bar of mini snickers, and off on the hour journey to church. was listening to the radio, got cut off when in the tunnel la. no reception. -.- OOH. and CLICK FIVE'S COMING, YES COMING, TO SINGAPORE!!! ((((((: MUST GO, MUST GO, MUST GO. what hollaback crew la. i have to go okayyy. once in a lifetime chance larrrrrrr. hms. met joyce at the service counter. then went to meet the other cell peeps. service was alright la. songs were pretty rocking. lol. they're just 'the usual'. but 'Always and Forever'. man, it rocks like heaven la. (: planetshakers rocks rocks rocks! :D FOP, i'm definitely going. and i'm finding somebody to go jumping with me. whoots. aye. came home. bought fries and apple pie from macs. hehehe. then walked a long long route. so by the time i reached home, i had finished munching already. hahaha.
school reopens tmr. ): what a short break okay. can't wait for june hols la. i want to go on holiday. malaysia, sentosa, anywhere. just not stay in singapore for one whole month. and not to school either. bleahs. i don't hate school, i don't hate studies, i just hate THAT and THAT. just two things if out of my life, and i would be a superbly happy little girl.
i've completed my math homework, LIKE REAL. decided that my tuition one was more important. DUH. i have tuition after school tmr. by the way, that tuition, is math. so like, there's A LOT OF math to do larr.
holiday assignments:
chinese comprehension
emath tys
emath tuition homework
as you can see, not all is done. especially the freaking emath tys. which is over a hundred questions which i know of people who gave up on too. man, it's one week break la. how many questions do you want us to do. and it's like. one week. people have got stuff planned during the one week. and during that one week. people need to rest, relax, and get away from school work for a while. that's why it's called the school holiday. and it's one week. not one month. one week. a holiday from school. yet people need to go back to school, and there's school work. lame really. it should be holiday. not school holiday. -.- i wonder how many people have the math homework murdered so far. unless they really set aside time to do so, in which i had a lot. but ONE WEEKKK. i still stand by 'ONE. WEEK.'
22:02
jocelyn \ she may just collect and mark first? i don't know la. i wish she doesn't collect. lol. but her memory is like. bleah.
cut hair already larr. and i have no comments. remember last year i had a terrible boyish cut. it's somewhat the same right now. lol. it's freaking layered la. and it's like.. messy-ish. if not it's pretty much okay. and you know what. i know somebody who would nag at me for this hairstyle. even though it isn't THAT bad. and not even my parents say anything about it okay. like whatever shit la. ___ is blacklisted, and staying there, for life. (: no mention of names, no law suits please. (: but i'm pretty glad my hair is shorter now, it feels, no so hot already. hurr. if not i can just tie my hair and walk around. hehs.
going west coast park later. having dinner at macs. lol. dolly, zhihui, annabelle, andrea, and me. yupps. with a little game of soccer, thanks to dear annabelle. -.- hahaha. it becomes a tiny, ever so mini 1Clare outing. HAHAHA. what lame shit la.
frosted pink sounds nice. but i wish my phone wasn't pink. okay, if i kept my old hair, maybe i wouldn't mind it being pink. now it's a tomboy cut. and who said i'm a girly girl right? damn. i wish my hair would grow 2cm longer. hms. but wearing a hairband ain't that bad. although my hair will stand if not placed correctly. lol. no wonder teachers ask the 'short-haired' girls to wear hairbands in school. it makes them look more girlyyy. LOL.
i've still not started on my math. okay, a bit la. AMath is done. i've got to finish my EMath textbook today. then tmr shall do some EMath TYS lorr. but seriously, i doubt i'll finish it. it's like a gazillon question in there. so PAY 20C LA. won't die. i'd rather pay, then die doing it. bleahs.
14:16
jocelyn \ i haven't started. so who's worse. :D if she doesn't go through, i'm bloody hell gonna freak.
woke up at 12.30pm today. lol. went for lunch. supposed to go cut hair. but she was busy. -.- so ended up going home. now i have a hair appointment tmr at noon. bathed. then went out with the 'rents. went safra mt faber. mom went shoe shopping. and she did buy a pair of heels. then off to bukit merah. dad wanted to sign on a new plan. plus getting a new phone. supposed to be for mom. but yupp, the lovely daughter gets it. (: and the colour is frosted pink. it's kinda pretty, but kinda girly. it's sweet la. hurr. nokia 6111. my dream phone come true. FOR ONCE. ((: camera, with flash. yeahhh! raffles city for shopping. then off to bedok south for dinner. yummy char kway teow. (: and thennn. went to my dad's mom's place. watched The Myth. nice show really. okay, not bad la. hurrs. then home after that. my phone battery died on me la. ):
i've got events planned for tmr man.
wake up. haircut. west coast park. say that again. cos it rhymes. :D then Gangs Of New York at 10.30pm. rock on man. i love that show. nah. i love the leading man, LEONARDO. whoots. and then, like that lor. hurr.
i know i have bluetooth, but i don't want to buy that thingy. and i don't think i have infrared. and i don't have the cable thing. how to connect to computer. WHAT SHIT LA. ):
22:30
rocking on man. i told myself i wouldn't buy anymore things. but thennn. i bought two more cds today. hee. hello, it's good music what. and i've wanted one cd for who knows how many months already la. yeah. i spent $50 okay. heh. mom paid though. if not i'd have to wait another million years before i get it. hahaha. planetshaker's evermore! (: compared it with always and fovever, there were song repeats, and hey, evermore's newer, and has a bonus dvd. :D then there's paradise live's adore. oh my god okay. it's perfectO la. whee.
mom went for medical at ME today. then went far east for lunch. good malay food. (: then went Scotts shopping. mango-ed. i swear that brown skirt is really pretty okay. $49 only la. their spring summer collection. (: mans. i want, i don't care. hm. then went isetan. bleahs. nothing much there la. went home after that. supposed to go cut hair. but i fell asleep. so tmr lor. haiya. i can't stand my hair already la. it's so freaking long. and i swear i love my tote bag. (: it's so pretty-ishly white. :D i swear i love white stuff la. but my favourite colour ain't white, it gets dirty too easily. lol.
supposed to go out with mom tmr. and go eat crystal jade. but thennn. already went out so many times, spent so much money, and ate so much already. so i guess we're staying home tmr. EXCEPT. to go cut hair. (:
22:10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD! <33
sj \ thanks man. but i think it just got worse. why does everyone say drink more water. it's like.. doesn't it make it more.. watery. xD but well. they say it helps to remove the toxins. -.-
joyce \ you thought i took ages. i don't think i did. hahaha. you didn't help in making my decision any quicker. hmpfs. so don't complain. nobody asked you to walk around like a pathetic soul, roaming unmanned island. -.- note: -.-
honey \ no fairrr. i'm not giving you the 'whatever' look. i'm giving you the 'no fair' look. xD
nobody said life would be perfect, and mine isn't. but i'm living it the way it should. and i'm loving it. macdonalds. :D lol.
had PET rocket thing today. i thought it was super relax la. partner partner. samira! (: making the rocket was so chicken feet la. launch time. watching it fly was awesome. (: theory part was chicken feet too. based on forces, and acceleration. LOL. i know, the parachute down, terminal velocity! lol. -.-
dad picked me up after that. went for lunch at henderson. drove to town. met dad's friend, passed him present. -.- then homed. and watched goblet of fire. awesome! cedric diggory is total hotness. :D hm. anyone noticed that it always rains in the movie? LOL. FORESHADOWING. oh my god. too much lit already. macbeth and their foreshadowing. hehe. and the hogwarts' school song is one of the spells that the witches use in macbeth. :D act pro.. -.-
out for dinner after that. parkway parade for japanese. i think i overate. came home with diarrhoea. i swear la, it's the same old problem okay.
going out tmr. mom's going for check-up. then i don't know. go shopping lor. hurr. i'm wondering.. no more spending on anything. i've spent too freaking much already. imagine when i open a bank account. OH MY GOD. xD
22:17
honey \ hur hur. honeyyy. i love you too okay. <3 but how do you do that THIS in bold? hahaha.
jocelyn \ you didn't sleep on the bus what. what do you expect. hurr.
lizhen \ hee. HELLO! :D it was too many, and i was just curious to count. hurr.
woke up with a stomachache today. how thrilling. been having stomach trouble lately. ever since camp day 2. wouldn't go into explicit details. lol. but still went out.
supposed to meet joyce at 12 at orchard mrt. but thennn. i ended up meeting her at 12.20 at hmv. and no, i didn't walk, i took a train to somerset. LOL. one freaking stop only. hahaha. watched a lil bit of harry potter. joyce wanted to see who cedric diggory was. -.- bought the vcd. (: no sky high vcd la. only the dvd. and then the narnia one isn't out (maybe the dvd is, and i can't find it), but they only have the million years old version. couldn't find pirates of the caribbean, maybe i'm just blind. hee. went marche for lunch. hurr. too full after mushroom soup and rosti. really wanted the banana waffle with ice cream. but heck, it was $8.70. xD hms. and the shopping officially begins. went cine first. bought joyce her ripples slippers. -.- and then went to sembawang to search for sky high. *shakes head* ): then walked to wisma. whoots. went to topshop. then surfbabe. then flesh imp. then flash n splash. then isetan. then walked to taka. had coffee bean. (: then walked to heeren. went flash n splash. went flesh imp. walked past ed hardy. then 37D. then went 77th street. bought a skirt. hee. then went flash n splash again. decided to walk back to wisma. went surfbabe. bought a tote bag. me one, joyce one. both ripcurl. (: i'm a ripcurl fan. hehehe. then walked back to heeren. bought dad a slice of cheesecake for his birthday. apparently, my mom spilt the beans before i could stop her. -.- anyways. walked with joyce to the bus stop. more like brisk walked. hahaha. couldn't take a bus from there. so took the train back. what the hell. i took it the wrong way. and i didn't realise until i was at toa payoh. -.- came home before 6pm la. hurr. last thing, guess how much i spent today. i went out with $105. i came back with... $-0.75. and i owe my dad $11.10. ): i'll repay him alrights.. give me one month, no interest charge okay. i'm totally broke. no more shopping. i spent $77 on personal stuff la. $15 on presents. and then the rest on food lor. sad sad sad. broke broke broke.
came home with a slight fever la. 37.8. ain't the bad, but then, who knows, it may rise and fall. now, it has fallen. but i don't know la. i'm still feeling a bit feverish. and my stomach problem is problem-ish. and then i have a headache. and i have physics tmr. i swear i can't miss it la. that talk thing covers topics from the textbook. no idea what time it ends though. but a part of me doesn't want to go, but i already got the bottles ready. made my family drink 1.5l of sprite ice just for the stupid bottle. we'll see how tmr la. i'd rather stay home, in the 'comfort' of my math homework. lol.
everyone's obsessing over ___. and i don't know, it's not sickening, but it's obsessive. ___ is just too hot for anyone to handle. but it's the end right? unless ___ appears again. ):
21:40
joyce \ blogging hiatus over. i think the word is kinda nice to use. same way i like the word 'diabolical. xD
i'm back from camp. civilisation, and whatever shit else things. i was too lazy to blog yesterday, and trust me, i was online for 3 hours. and i didn't bother. hahaha. but i'm here today, blogging, because i'm too lazy to do my history paper. hurr.
day one.
fetched dolly. met the peeps at the bus stop. walked to school. left school around 6.45am. took the bus to tuas checkpoint. got off the bus, passed through customs. got on the bus, crossed the bridge, got off the bus, passed through customs. stopped over at yong peng for brunch. saw this really really huge fishy. hee. then the following cycle happens. get on the bus, eat, talk, sleep, toilet break. until 3.30pm when we arrived in Pahang. :D we weren't the first group into the cave la. so Tekam Plantation Resort it was. had dinner. some cultural activity thing. and then we went to sleep. slept on the floor la. cos the top bunk was just plain gross. 6 people slept on the floor that night. xD
day two.
took the bus to Taman Negara, 2 hour ride okay. then went hiking. then had a canopy walk. (: pretty pretty, fun fun! and i'm proud i finished it. lunched by the river. and then bum boat ride. cooling, breezy, refreshing, whatever la. it was nice. more trekking. climbed climbed climbed. tiring, steep and scary. but fun, in a way i guess. can you imagine coming down the same way. my god. then took the bum boat ride again. this time, it was wet and wild. awesome. soaking wet alrights. (: took the bus to the cave. 2 hours. dinner, bath and all. nightwalk. a little bit creepy, thanks to instructors who thought they were being funny. then slept in the cave, in a tent. squashed. xD
day three.
went abseiling in the morning. against a real rock wall. awesome. i made it down. i'm telling you, i'm no longer afraid of heights. (: outdoor cooking. things just tasted like ash la. disgusting. had caving after that. muddy, dirty, bat poo. hahaha. at the end, we had to walk up ourselves with no light or instructors to guide us. eek. but we made it. i was kinda freakishly scared la. not because of the dark, because there were bats in the cave. *sulks* went back to Tekam Plantation. bathed, dinner, and rafting preparations. once again, slept on the floor with 6 other people.
day four.
had plantation tour in the morning. lunched. then had rafting. built a raft. i'm proud of ours, it didn't sink, and we were called 'submarines'. how lame okay. i'm glad we succeeded. :D went back. bathed. dinner, was the best ever. and then class bonding. hahaha. then final debrief. boarded the bus. and off to Jerantut Train Station. :D
considered day five.
we were there at 12.20am. -.- and the train only came at 1.50am. it was supposed to arrive at 2.24am la. but what the hell, we left at 2.40am in the end. by 3am, i was dead asleep. woke up in the middle somewhere la. because it was damn freezinggg cold. i huddled up like some ball la. and i had a neck ache cos my chair couldn't recline. but i woke up at Kluang Station, thinking we were already at JB. -.- but it was only a short while later we arrived at JB. then off to Woodlands. (: got off, customs and all. cleared, and back on the train to Tanjong Pagar. took the bus and went back home.
after the camp. i realised that i have three balukus, and a whole lot of insect bites from who knows what. one baluku was because i usually sit window seat, so i lean against the window, and i guess when it moves, or jerks, my head goes BANG. xD
it's nice to be home. air con bedroom. warm shower. television programmes. and good food. (: slept from 2pm to 7pm. hahaha. then went out for dinner. back home. and hogged the computer from 9.30am to 1am. xD
slept at 3am. woke up at 12nn. hehehe. watched tv. had lunch. did my AMath TYS homework. counted the number of math questions we had. and we have 188 math questions. 34 AMath TYS. 5 EMath Textbook. and the rest are from the EMath TYS. somebody will need to send me to IMH after the holidays. i'd probably have gone cranky by then. ): watched more tv. and then out for dinner. and went to the supermarket. i've got my 1.5L waterbottles already. whee. haven't done my history yet la. shall get on it, SOON. :D
SHR outing tmr. (: marche for lunch. and then shopping. and some SHR administrative matters. xD i need to go HMV to shop shop shop for VCDs la. hehehe. i've been waiting too long. then gonna buy my dad's birthday present. NYDC cheesecake. shall let him try the yummy yummy cheesecake. shall buy a piece for myself la. and then buy some other stuff lor. i want to cut my hair okay. but not tmr la. some other day. and that's my tuesday.
wednesday is filled with Physics and my dad's birthday.
mom's going on leave on thursday onwards i think. so we're going out shopping. and whatsoever. somehow, maybe this holiday is gonna be a blast. HOLD IT. let me repeat. 188 Math questions. plus Chinese comprehension. plus History assignment. and then.. no more already. hahaha. unless you want to count Math tuition. which would be a whole lot more? ): if i don't get an A for my Math this year, i'll go crazy la. lol. whatever shit la. somehow, this holiday is definitely a well, hard earned holiday. (:
oh what the hell. it has been such a long post. but i'm glad everything's out. somewhat. play games, THEN, history paper. hee.
21:44
sj \ i don't think people mine the camping and all that. just maybe the stories they've heard. leeches is one of them. xD
jocelyn \ it's too late man, you've paid, we've planned, AND YOU'RE GOING. ((:
honey \ refer to reply for jocelyn. lol.
oh man. EFL's tmr. i don't know what to feel. happy, sad, anguish? hahaha. i don't know. but i'm going overseas. (: like, on camp. awesome! i'm once again, not exactly packed la. keep on opening and closing my bag. additions of new things, arrangement of other things. like what shit la. so many things okay. majority of it are all junk. mom's making me bring panadol, panadol, and some fever/running nose medication. -.- i just want to tell my mom that i'll just be gone for 4.5 days. nothing to worry right?
alarm set at 5.20am tmr morning. shall bathe, shit, and pee. xD then go pick dolly, and off to the school bus stop to meet jocelyn and shirley. whee! and then the bus ride, and the camping, and the train rides. hahaha. shut up, yi jing.
school was the usual okay.
PE was some EFL briefing thing. got back chinese papers. no worries, i passed. (: and the other subjects are just.. whatever. physics after school ended slightly early. did my history assignment while waiting for dolly. went to slot it into ms vino's locker.
then went for lunch with dad. and homed after that. packed the 9% left for EFL. bathed. started some of the AMath TYS. the practice questions are manageable. the examination questions are like shit. i don't even understand what they gave la. i think i understand surds really well already. alright man. (: gave up on AMath la. was kinda tired, but decided to watch tv. watched 1 hr, and i fell asleep, just after the fairly odd parents theme song. ): dad woke me up at 8pm for dinner. rahh. i hate waking up for dinner la, no appetite. i remember sleeping through once. when was that? fun splash that day is it? i think that was kinda cool. :D lol. okay, maybe not. watched tv. i think i watched quite a lot today. obviously la, there won't be tv for the next four days. ):
shall TRY my best to sleep early today. hahaha. if not i shall do math homework until it makes me go crazy. oh man. there's this lamest line i heard today. mrs fung asked us to bring our math textbook to taman, or photocopy worksheet to do. hahaha. funny, but in another way, not funny either. it's camp, not maths camp. :D
playing online game, SHOO.
I'LL BE BACK, on sunday. YAY! train ride! my very first train ride. hurr. i can't remember the first time i took a plane. but there's always a first for everything. (:
21:42
joyce \ at least i'm far much more innocent than you. i think. hahaha. monday, monday, okay? OKAY. i just answered my own question. dumb dumb. -.-
same old, same old. SCHOOL WAS OKAY.
got back Chem, Phy, AMath, EMath. i'm a lil bit disappointed here and there, happy here, there. so whatsoever la. English and SS are confirmed returning in term 2. so i guess it's left with Chinese, History and ELit.
so because of going through of test papers, there wasn't really much studying. kinda slack really.
went tiong bahru after school. ate at macs. i'm a little bit sick of fast food already. bk, kfc and macs, IN A ROW. shall lose all the calories in Taman. :D shopped at the supermarket. bought lots of sweets, a packet of chips, and ziploc. total, about $17 like that la. (: just a wee bit over budget. by 30 cents per person. so what the hell? hurr.
took the train home. wasn't exactly late for tuition. walked towards the gate, and tuition teacher was just approaching the gate too. on time man. (: today wasn't entirely boring, i felt kinda happy, so i was yakking non stop, compared to other tuition days. and i wasn't feeling sleepy today at all. we did Sets man. hurr. it's getting easier to understand. and she told me interesting things about Mrs Fung that i never knew of before. hee.
bathed. packed for EFL. and i'm 90% packed already.
out for dinner. eating healthy and safe tmr. hee. hm. supermarket. bought some things. came home had ice cream and strawberries. and did my chinese compo in half an hour. i'm so proud of myself. :D
tmr shall be the last post before i go on a 5 day blogging hiatus.
i'll survive. cos i know i will, and i will.
and then of course, after that, you better be prepared for an uber long post after camp, on sunday, monday, tuesday? who knows...
aiya, to whoever that actually bothers to read this lame blog la. hurr. i don't even read, i type. *stares* obviously.
22:05
honey \ yeah. and did you know, i hate ladyfingers too. i think they're slimy and disgusting. hee. i love brinjal though, and kangkong, and sweet potato leaves. oh man. i don't know why i'm talking about vegetables. but i love vegetables. (:
bernice \ you take care too alrights. ((:
saturday.
woke up at 12.05. what shit la. quickly rushed, changed, had lunch. and off to tuition. whatsoever la. i think tuition's are such a bore. but i'm sure they help. hahaha. it's not like my english ain't good enough. i don't even know why i'm attending british council, it's not like i can't spell or i don't know my tenses. i'm pretty sure i know them pretty well. okay. maybe i'm just trying to get away from things la. but who wouldn't, right?
took a bus down to lucky plaza. walked to wisma. hurr. i couldn't find the taxi stand. walked around like a moron, only to realise it was another level up. but hey, i was rationalising la. how can a taxi stand be on the third floor. -.- hee. but i remembered surfbabe there. so went up lor. walked to the bus stop and took a bus down to great world. i thought i missed the stop la. heh. met dolly. walked around. met zhi hui. walked around. went billabong, bought wileen a waterbottle, and split the cost. went arcade. played bishibashi and erm, some lame, cheapskate sweets game thing. irritating la. wasted like 4 bucks. and only got erm, three sweets? lol. took a cab to wileen's place. ate, played, ate, played, ate, played, ate. yupp. that's pretty much the whole process. hurr. me, annabelle, dolly, jocelyn cabbed back to tiong bahru. jocelyn walked home, and the three of us took the mrt home. dad fetched dolly home. and then. i went home, bathed, ate instant noodles, YUM. and then slept lor. by then it was already midnight already la. sleepy sleepy.
sunday.
woke up with a stomachache. eek. felt nauseous too. sickening la. but i was okay after that la. watched tv. changed. off to meet joyce. supposedly at expo mrt. but ended up meeting on train again. hurr. except i'm the earlier one this time. hee. had lunch at burger king/orange julius. i had bk, she had oj. walked to hall 9. had two hot dogs, she had wedges. waited for the people to come, which was like a whole lifetime la. -.- service was -blah-, cell was -blah-. went 7-11 with peishi, had mushroom soup, which tasted like corn soup instead, and potato chips. went home. met mom at clementi. had kfc. hurr. my mom's like so nice la. hehehe. supermarket. and then went home. listened to dad talk about his exciting trip at east coast. what OBS thing la. hurr. he climbed the rock wall twice, completed all the high elements. -.- at least he did, i wouldn't dare. hee. bathed. strawberries(: and then homework. yay! and now i'm here. today, i seem to be in the mood for blogging.
school for tmr and tuesday. and off to malaysia by wednesday. i'm excited? ee. i've got no comment la. it's nearing the end of term one already. tmr's the last week. time sure flies when you're having 'stress',doesn't it?
whatever shit la.
22:11
jocelyn \ OH. so you wrote on a clean and green singapore la. i thought you wrote on green trees or something. could have made reference to your ever most beloved clouds. :D
honey \ OKAY? OKAY! (: hurr. not funny.
reading the italic paragraph is at your own risk. readers beware.
one word, irritating. two words, tattle tale. three words, piece of shit. a few mutters of vulgarities, &#*&*%$#&*$&&%! and a sentence of reflection, you can put me out for all i care, and i wouldn't give a damn hell what you think of me.
i made no reference to anyone whosoever, therefore, i cannot be convicted of any crime. you may just have bloody hell misinterpretated the above paragraph. i deservce to complain far much more. but what for? i'll just sit and rot for all you care.
school was okay. it's forever okay la. what do you expect from school right.
history paper was okay lor. didn't complete in time la. had a few more sentences to go right. there goes my 1 mark from my 13 mark question la. i haven't finished justify-ing yet la.
PE. badminton was kinda fun. hurr. except when that guy talked about some serving techniques and whatever thing. and how to hold a badminton racket. oh man. what is this la.
ELit was okay lor. i think lit lessons are pretty much interesting. cos like. it's the only subject where my hand doesn't stop writing. well. 80% of the time at least. sometimes, page no more space, i just refuse to write. hurr. xD not good, but there's no more space la. what do you expect man. i used a post-it before. hurr. with really tiny handwriting. :D
went to the lab for physics lesson. saw mr tan's skydiving video. hee. i think it's so cool. i wanna try too! (:
after double phy, the bio girls were still in the lab la. they were there til the end of school lor. so the phy girls stayed in the class. and we played some famous people game. interesting really. but i can't be that enthu. i think it's like crazy man. but funny crazy. hahaha.
had lunch. blah blah blah.
training. *i have ABSOLUTELY nothing to say* and i'm leaving it as that. because, if not, there'll be a whole long line of *who knows what* here. so i'd rather be confidential. to me, myself and i. hmpfs.
dad picked me up. and he never fails to make me smile or laugh no matter what mood i'm in. (: i think he's this really cranky guy who's just so lame la. he's forty plus, and he's trying to act like a teenager. xD haha. he even said he want to pierce his ears and put some bling bling. OH MAN. hahahaha. but first, he should go die his hair funky colours. hurr. <3
british council, eat shit. i don't give two hoots about the freaking book report. who does book reports these days anyway.
wileen's birthday party tmr. and i'm going. buy one get two free ma. :D so yupp. meeting zhihui and dolly and great world at 3.45pm. maybe i'll take a bus there. like i don't know leh. how to go ah. or unless really desperate, then take cab. hee. save money ma. so i'll figure my way there. and i don't know. 9pm then come home? whee. can't wait.
go uncode it yourself, if not otherwise PEOPLE THINK I'M TOO MEAN.
YOU, deserve to d, d, d. i'm remaining c towards h all my life until i die. i can just s h f la. since you're such a good actor, go join ELDDS la. DRAMA section what. go be drama mama there la. i'm sure they'll welcome you with open arms. who do you s anyway, like people wanna s you like that. think you're so p, whatever shit okay. you're resorting to low ways to get the ts' and ss' s. and it's really annoying. big fat pig la. you're a t-f f man, IHY.
i don't give two hoots if you're reading this. if you are, and you understand it, then it's your freaking problem.
now people may ask, what is my problem? I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM. XX DOES. and it shall remain that way til the day i die.
one more word, and i swear i'll explode.
nobody understands the huge hatred i'm going through. not even my mom, or my dad, -.- no matter how many times i tell them. well, at least my mom sorta understands far much more than my dad. my dad's just being nice. and i don't blame him. but at least my mom tries to rationalise. i love my parents. (((:
and after knowing that i love my parents, i feel like a happy girl. and i'm staying that way. until ___. then after that, i'll be a happy girl holding balloons. YAY!
CAUSE NOBODY'S GONNA BRING ME DOWN.
i swear i made the wrong choice in secondary one. but there's no more space for regret, so i'll have to suffer the consequences for another year. screw that man.
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papers were okay. chinese and SS. oh my god. i think my SS is gonna be like shit la. i can't remember what's common market. however, chinese was okay. i totally didn't understand the MCQ passage. hurr. i didn't even understand the first question la. so i just anyhow picked a random number. hee.
had lessons after that. kept complaining i was hungry. which i was. i was really really hungry okay. craving for salty food. i was thinking along the lines of potato chips. heh. lessons were boring la. oh man. mrs fung already marked our EMath CA papers. 5 failures. oh man. and she already continued on teaching math la. oh my god. AMath we're going to sets. haha. i think it's so fun. :D and when i think it's fun at the starting, i go haywire after that. just like surds. -.- and coordinate geometry for EMath. whoa. that one has finding the gradient. and we do that in physics physics physics! (: great relevance.
EFL groups. yay, we could choose our own group members. and it's Dolly, Jocelyn, Shirley, Yi Jing. hahaha.
training was okay lor. evac was okay lor. footdrill was okay lor. so everything's like okay lor. -.- whatever.
did a few practice questions on AMath. okay, fine. TWO. and i got both wrong. whatever. i'm gonna fail fail fail AMath la. but i don't want to drop. i want to do well, but i don't understand. HAHA. studied physics. gone past chapter 1, stuck at chapter 2. OF 4. cos i studied until displacement-time graph and gave up. it's so cheem la. actually, i don't understand how to calculate velocity. and i still don't know what is displacement. okay. i shall study the rest, before i study chapter 2. what the hell. cheem cheem la. hmpfs. so many graphs can. displacement-time, velocity-time. boo. ): oh. haha. after stopping at the graph graph thing, i fell asleep. cos it was so boringgg. oh my god. why did i take physics la. but anything to be away from bio. i don't like bio, although easier, i just don't like bio. don't ask me why, cos i'll give you a very stupid answer.
back to studying......
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Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song